I thought things were going well. It has been a whole three months since the accessibility equipment gremlins last came out to play, so long in fact that I was beginning to think they had been successfully rehoused. Alas no. I got up last Tuesday to the sound of a loud hissing noise, my brain hurriedly came out of bank-holiday hibernation. What the hell now I sighed inwardly?
Those who follow me regularly will be aware of all my gadget-related nightmares. For all of you newcomers, the bungalow I live in is about 40 years old and six years ago, when I inherited it, the inside was internally demolished and rebuilt, mostly by my Mum and Dad. The result was a very spangly looking ensemble, which was dutifully equipped with every gismo you can get to make living with disability easier. The result was very definitely rehab chic, open plan and pneumatic cupboards. There really was no (parental) expense spared. Everyone with disability knows the manufacturers always put a few extra 0s onto the price for good measure. The thing they don’t tell you about is the hell you will experience when all these bits of kit that make you more independent decide to break down. My life is punctuated with phone calls that begin “Dad can you just…..”. Things got so bad with my pushbutton front door, that when it stopped working for about the twentieth time I gave up and had it disconnected. There does come a point in your life when less really is more. I pointed out to my Dad, who was keen to give the door one last try, that struggle as I may with the average front door, once it is locked it will normally remain so similarly, when opened it will do the same and, save for an act of God, it will move between open and shut without engaging in small acts of rebellion.
Needless to say, the all singing all dancing door has now been officially downgraded and I have had about 8 months of stress-free living. Anyway, the hissing was coming from the bidet loo. Water was trickling out of the wash nozzle, even though the tap was off. My first thought was limescale, a big problem where I live, blocking the valve. I dutifully attacked the nozzle with a heavy duty limescale remover, but there was no improvement and loos are just about the one appliance you can’t live without. Meanwhile, my Mum had arrived to help with my household cleaning. She examined the loo, promising to send my Dad down when he arrived home from work.
I couldn’t help but think that something else going wrong with the house was a bad omen. I had a trip to London planned and I get a little sensitive when I am going travelling. I begin to imagine that these little things are a sign not to venture out. The loo was easy to fix in the end, it was just a washer, phew! Perhaps, my week would be fine after all.
Friday arrived and I had a knot in my stomach. My inner child briefly whined that London is big and scary and did we really have to go? Yes, I said, putting my foot down and dragging us both out of the door. I got on the train seamlessly, thanks to the lovely organised Virgin people in red that seemed to appear from nowhere proffering ramps. This has got to be the only way to travel. I felt my stomach begin to relax. I was on the train, there was only one stop, what could go wrong? I turned on my Daisy talking book player to make a start of, ‘The Bell Jar’ by Sylvia Plath. The machine’s automated voice informed me, “Low battery. Powering off in one minute.” Well I did ask the question. Let’s just say that I was relieved to have done the paperwork for the London meeting with my support-worker instead of trusting in technology.
Two hours on a train with nothing to do, other than to just sit back and wait for inspiration to strike. I figure it has worked for JK Rowling, then I really would be able to afford to write. I managed to grab one of the train staff as I desperately needed a cup of tea and couldn’t see any sign of the refreshment trolley. I asked for help from a passing member of staff in getting a cup of tea. This lovely young man went and got me one for no charge. This must be a week for good omens.